I will admit I had kind of a freak out over boys a while back. I am ok now. I have learned that almost all boys are flirts, it is just the right flirt that I have to find, the one who only flirts with me.

There was this one boy that I liked, Tevin. He was cute and sweet, and funny. Only problem was that he had a thing for other people too. He is bi meaning he is a greedy jew! But it's whatever. Now I like this other boy, Anthony, who is a major sweet heart. He is the only boy that I have found that I like becuase of his personality then looks. I hope he has similar feelings for me, but if he doesnt then it's just whatever.

Tomorrow is a late start, I'm "talking" to Anthony (inside joke with jamie lol)

Speaking of that girl, I miss her so much. I could almost cry for missing her so much. It really hits you when you miss something that you kind of had taken advantage of. I miss you hun, so so so so much! You will never quite understand the feelings that I had for you in my heart.

"You are an angel in a cloud with silver lining my love.
You give us all hope that the day will never end.
For when we are around you, time is our enemy.
I hope that you are handed all the happiness that life can offer my dear.
Through my tears and pain of missing you, I will always see the Haven of your smile"


I love you Jamie <3